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Recently happiness.com gets flooded with scammers. I guess that's somewhat normal for a community, and maybe it means that we are growing, but I also feel really sad, disappointed, and at times mad about this development. Perhaps we are naive to think we can create a safe space anywhere for people to be themselves, create a supportive community, and relax. Maybe the lesson here is never to let our guard down, never to trust, and never to help anyone because it might be a scam. But this is not the world I want to live in. I want to actively work towards a world where people can trust each other, look out for each other, and support each other selflessly. You scammers are actively making this a whole lot harder, and it sucks! I am actively engaged in educating myself regarding racist stereotypes and demolishing white supremacy and heteronormative patriarchy. As a member of the community managers, I see the fake check images. So please explain why 99% of all "in your face sexy" white woman accounts and "older white men looking for real love after a successful life" accounts are run by black men mainly from Nigeria and Ghana? What does it tell about this world and our (internalized) racist, sexist, classist, colonialist, and what-not-ist stereotypes and how does it reinforce them? Maybe try to "trick" someone else into loving you for being this nice guy from Nigeria? Why invest time into pretending that you are a "random pornstar picture from the internet" lady when you could be YOU? It might even be faster. And I bet it's a lot easier to be yourself. I apologize to the people from Nigeria for this generalized thought upfront. I am aware that it's of cause, not all Nigerians. I don't want to be left with only one learning "If the person is from Nigeria, be careful it's likely that they want to rip you off." I don't want the name Nigeria ring an alarm bell in my mind. Do you see the damaging nature of those scammer interactions? I want to learn about Nigeria and the Nigerian people, the many different tribes and languages, about culture, food, traditions, and values instead. I want to be respectful, humble, open, amazed and appreciative, not mistrusting and expecting the worst. Try honesty - it's easier and more sustainable. It doesn't hurt your soul, spirit, your character - whatever you call it. You are beautiful and worthy the way you are! Thank you.

I agree. I think we have to think about love in different ways. Love can be just a perfect moment, love inside yourself is something you might need to love someone else. You can love colors, spirit, water, everything that's among us...

Hey Healingsista, so happy for you! At the moment I live in Weston-super-mare, but plan to move soon. Still didn't decide to Bristol, or London, or Amsterdam :) Just weeks before was at Ayahuasca ceremony in Amsterdam, and Aya ( the Great Spirit of Earth, or.. who knows, maybe the Spirit of Life in this amazing Universe ) totally heal and free me, and.. speechless.. still in integrating process, but one thing is for sure. Now I feel alive, so alive, and want and feel ready to grow, to service for the happiness and enlightenment of everyone. I knew lots of healing methods.. my favourite is Matrix Energetics on Dr. Richard Bartlett. I like theatre a lot and think about turning back theatre, especially improv theatre to our human spirit roots. Now ( these days ) more oriented in meditations and singing, but with the knowledge, that Aya is now deep in me I have no clue, where I will be tomorrow! Blessings, x x x

"When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest" - Linkin Park As a kid, I thought life would last for ever - until my grandfather died. He was a great person with a horse farm, so he took responsibility for animals and he taught me the spirit of helping each other in a family or in a village, when haymaking for example or when a neighbor needed help cutting down some trees. Growing up, I realized he can't help the family or the neighborhood anymore, so I decided to take his place and do it for him. And that makes me proud, because it keeps him alive through my hands. Watching my grandmother becoming weaker, I decided to do the same for her. She is known for her excellent chocolate cream cake, so I asked her to teach me making it and she did. Thinking about this, I'm asking myself: "What will I leave behind some day?". What would you like to leave behind?

Happiness comes from inside, you can't offer what you don't have. Have you ever realised that whenever you are happy, people around you tap the spirit and click in the happiness and forget what troubles them at that moment. I always quote; Am happy you tap, You happy others tap it spread like the air you can't do without.

Great Spirit, I am Mother. I was made by you so that the image of your love could be brought into existence. May I always carry with me the sacredness of this honour. Creator, I am Daughter. I am the learner of the traditions. May I carry them forward so that the Elders and Ancestors will be remembered for all time. Maker-of-all-things, I am Sister. Through me, may my brothers be shown the manner in which I am to be respected. May I join with my sisters in strength and power as a healing shield So that they will no longer bear the stain of abuse. Niskam, I am committed Partner: One who shares her spirit, but is wise to remember never to give it away, lest it become lost, And the two become less than one. I am woman. Hear me. Welal'in - Native American Chant

Aloha, my spirit animal is the Blue Whale. She is majestic and gentle and lives within my favorite element - water! She's mysterious and yet magical and welcoming. I've always felt a deep connection to the ocean and have a passion for ocean conservation. I felt more in tune with my spirit animal after becoming a mother. My calf(s) are my deepest loves and constant companions as I navigate the calm and sometimes choppy waves of life. I've am humbled to have met her twice in my lifetime. Once in British Columbia and the other off the shores of Oahu.

I once attended a guided group meditation. We were guided along a path. At the end of the way, we were supposed to meet our spirit animal. I walked into a sheep, bear and penguin casually hanging out. So I guess my spirit animal is an unlikely group of friends. It feels right. :-)

Below is the Google definition, but to me, it’s the animal that you are passionate about and can relate to. I have always loved elephants and they are dear to my heart. I am very concerned about the poaching of these magnificent creatures and I hope to visit Thailand one day, where they have many elephant sanctuaries. from Google: In certain spiritual traditions or cultures, spirit animal refers to a spirit which helps guide or protect a person on a journey and whose characteristics that person shares or embodies. It is also metaphor, often humorous, for someone or something a person relates to or admires.

Personally i do not take science very serioues when it comes to they try to explain spiritual living or meditation. And i Guess you will ask why? Because 90% of meditation happens outside of the physical body and mind. what science can measure or "see" is only about 10% of what actually happens. Example science can not see when Our mind (subconsioues) leaving the body and go to different Dimensions to Discover New and higher truth. Specially in mindfulness it is not Our main spirit that is developed, it is Our subconsious that gain the true awakening. But yes the main spirit will also benefit from the meditation. Subconsiouesness is actually a part of us but it is a living being so it has its own will, and its own understanding of truth. and this is something science can not measure or see

From what I have read from the above post, the practice is more focused on the mind and body. But according to my learning, the mind and body is an illusion created by our spirit or soul and thus focus should be on the inner spirit as the truth lies in the soul. As an example, when I do readings for people, the first thought that comes to the mind is usually the one that comes from the soul and is the right one. However, for a person to be able to let go off the mind and focus on what the soul offers, the soul and the mind has to be connected. Which is not the case in most people all the time. This awakening of the soul and engaging in soul communication comes only with practice.

I am a man of positive thinker and ful of loving heart. I have no money. My economic condition is very hardship. I have huge family. All the children are very brilliant. My children are my money and everything. I am proud of them. So I am richest person of this world. I am looking for a knowledgeable man and family full of cooperative spirit. Which is from a developed country like America, Canada, UK etc. Because I want to know whether the people living in this country have positive thoughts and feelings of cooperation or not.

hello ... very tough time ...covid -19. many people suffered a lot. but the fact is show must go on. we should keep our fighting spirit on .

At the dawn of the third decade of the 21st century, the existence of humankind has become highly perilous. We are cutting down our forests, exhausting our fresh water aquifers, and losing our vital top soils. We are stripping the life from our oceans and replacing it with hundreds of millions of tons of plastic waste. We are flooding our environment with toxic industrial chemicals. Our pollution is driving climate change that causes heat waves, droughts, and wild fires that shred the fabric of life on the continents. And we are bringing new generations into the world, millions who require access to the resources of a dignified existence. The scope and breadth of the threats to life are increasing day after day. This is not a sustainable mode of development.Goodreads, alexis karpouzos official siteThe root cause of our ills stems from a mistaken way of thinking. What exactly does this mean? it means that we have been thinking of ourselves mainly as material beings, while denying our spiritual nature. Because we think that we exist as material beings and nothing more, we place first importance on protecting our bodies from harm and prolonging our material existence. Our spiritual nature, if considered at all, is treated as a secondary aspect of our physical being—something not to be taken seriously. To us, the only things that matter are the phenomena that appear in the material world—things that can be seen, or heard, or touched, or measured, but we know that our senses deceive us, the senses are a construction of the brain. What we consider a real world is an illusion. The domination of the positivist and materialist thought leads to irrationality and destruction.IMDB, alexis karpouzos official siteYet where has this approach led us? Has it brought us a sense of happiness and fulfillment? Rather than living each day in a spirit of joyful cooperation, with our hearts filled with bright hope and happy anticipation, we have isolated ourselves from others and viewed them as rivals or enemies. Our thoughts are flooded with suspicion, fear and greed, leading to an endless cycle of war, poverty, starvation, and environmental destruction. Unless we wake up soon and pay attention to our spiritual nature, there will be no future for humanity on Earth.Words are life. Words are light. Words are power. Words are energy. Words are truth. Words can enliven and words can also kill. Words can give hope, or plunge us into despair. People use words to build peace, and use words to make war. Words can create walls between cultures, religions, and nations. And words can also build bridges. The existence of an individual, a family, a community, a country, and our planet is being led to good or to evil through the power of the words we speak. The words we speak are responsible for everything that happens in this world. We, therefore, must be responsible for the words we speak. On behalf of future generations, I hope that each of us will do all we can to speak only bright, light-filled words, so that one day, our descendants will be born into a world filled with light. There is no time to lose. Starting at this very moment, I hope all of us will take a close look at the words we have been using and make constant efforts to fill them with brightness.Amazon, alexis karpouzos official site No one is going to change our lives for us. No one is going to change the world for us. It is time for each of us to recognize the prodigious, creative power that is unleashed by each word we speak, and to consciously speak only words filled with gratitude, encouragement, and good intention. From this moment forward, let us choose words that resonate with love and forgiveness for ourselves and others. We can certainly do it if we take just one step forward. One step at a time, one word at a time, we can uproot the germs of tragedy and of isolation in our consciousness and convert them into waves of happiness and conciliation. For the sake of ourselves, for the sake of Mother Earth, and for the sake of future generations, let us use words that contribute to the positive evolution of humankind on Earth. alexis karpouzos, visual art1.mp4 alexis karpouzos_ The world in the flames.mp4

Embracing our oneness with nature be key to our survival. The unity is the invisible Intelligence and is embedded in the rhythms and relationships that observed in nature, we are the work of this cosmic intelligence. What is good for the whole system? On Earth, to the web of life on the planet, what is good for the whole system is good for us all. However, what may be good for a few of us in the short term is not necessarily good for the whole system. Because a few can distort the dynamic, the structure of the whole, by biasing it to work for their immediate benefit, for greed, selfishness and vanity. So, let’s look at the whole system, let us act as if we are part of it—because we are. We are part of nature, and nature is part of the universe. This recognition is probably the deepest guidance we can have. AMAZON, alexis karpouzos official site The open Oneness doesn’t mean that we lose our individuality. The open Oneness means that we are joined together, each of us bringing something to the whole system, we are the whole system, we are all the others. This is what we need to understand; that we can, we must be, one with nature, without losing our individuality. We are not separate mechanical elements outside of nature. Every individual is a complex system running on the same information that orients all of nature. By following the intelligence implicit in the laws of nature we are not losing anything. We are gaining everything, because the secret of our health and wellbeing is to be one within ourselves, and to be one with others. Every event, every action impacts the whole system. If we know that, then we can freely choose to act as part of the whole. Every living system is alive and healthy when all its elements, every one of the trillions and trillions of cells, are working together with and for the whole system. If in the human body there is a group of cells that is out of step, moving on its own, if it just grows and multiplies on its own we have the condition of disease. Every disease is basically a condition where some parts of the body do not cooperate with, are not fully aligned with, the whole. All of us, all of the web of life on Earth, on Universe, must come together to form the symphony of oneness. That is the purpose of our existence. It is our contribution to the world. When we use our mind, our spirit, our consciousness the natural way, the way they were born to be used, we will find our way to oneness in our family and community, on Earth, and in the universe. Alexis karpouzos alexis karpouzos, iam the universe (1).ogg

Hi ? My name is Yakira Aura, I am the founder of 2bdivinelyinspired.com I lived in Israel for ten years and I have been back in The United States a year now. I joined your community today. I am excited to connect with amazing people in this community. Which I believe is each of you. I posted on classified a Celebrate You gift that is available to anyone who wishes to receive it. I am an Intuitive Counselor (unliscensed) . I use Divine guidance to help people feel better emotional, spiritually and physically.I know from from my own experience that when spirit and emotions are healed, optimal physical living can begin. I enjoy hiking, creative cooking, being at a beach.I have a passion for helping people beautify their essense. I love animals. I go on adventures, traveling to explore new places and new cultures. I do charity work and volunteer my time when I have the opportunity. I am easy going, love to smile. I have two grown sons in their late 30's. I decided I would stay 40 forever even if they will soon be older than me. I would enjoy hearing from you, who you are, what your passions are and anything else you would like to share? Have an amzing fabulous day!

That´s the spirit, i will copy you! ;)

Hate to break it to you, but Jesus wont come to save you...but the good news is, He did show you how to save yourselves...thinking that Jesus will come down one day and save you is just lazy thinking and lame excuse not to work on your own self. The fact is: All souls live on forever, there is nothing to be saved from, except from your own fears, hate, ignorance, illusions and ego...which always leads to death. You can follow standard christian route: follow the commandments, be obedient, be good, wait on Jesus, grow old... die and be reborn.. Or, you can walk the Christ's talk: master yourself, be great, be glorious, ascend and achieve salvation of your own accord through your own self-mastery. Nobody will raise you to heaven for you, nor will he trow you to hell. All you are doing you are doing to yourself. Don't let any religious people spill some bs that you are sinner, or that you need someone in order to save yourself. You have all it takes, you are enough, you are holy child of God, and God who is your greatest helper is always with and within you. Upon death, all souls return to heaven from whence they came, but this is not what Jesus meant by Eternal Life, yes Eternal Life is the Truth, and we all go on forever, but ASCENSION is the ATTAINMENT of Eternal Life, while still in body, rather than dying. The promised land and eternal life which all the holy scriptures talk about is Ascension, it is to overcome death, it is to raise your consciousness to high heavenly frequency and become one with God while here in flesh. Once you ascended, there is no more death. no more birth, you are your Higher Ascended, Christ-Like, God-Like, perfect Self, a Holy Son of God. And power, life, light, love, wisdom and generosity, compassion, kindness and understanding of Supreme Spirit, becomes your own. This is what Jesus had known, this is why He was Son of God, he lived up to the Truth of His being, he reached that higher frequency of Higher Self, He was God in flesh, and so are you, you just don't know it...yet. So, will you give all of yourself to find the Truth, to know who you are, or will you waste your days waiting on death? For that is what you are doing if you are not seeking the Truth, the Way, the Life, and the Light of your own Being. “Many are called but few are chosen” means that everyone is called but only few care to listen, and only a handful choose to answer the call of God. Question is, what will you do? It up to you, and no one else.. If you don't know what to do, then for the start: raise volume/vibe/frequency through Love to the ------------------------[] max. That's a good start. Cheers

whenever you feel lonely think that you are alone and not lonely. Being alone is like having interactions with your ownself. It's very important to have time for your own self so utilise this time doing things which you couldn't do due to lack of time. Sometimes even if you have people around still you feel lonely. So this feeling of loneliness can be dealt by shifting this feel to the feeling of being alone. Now when you alone it's only you and you your boss. You the leader so do whatever makes you happy. No restrictions and it's a free spirit. Have some fun music.. Dance... Act funny etc. Loneliness is very important to be your ownself.

Doctor, I so appreciate your inquiry. There are lots of paths for coping with grief. Our approach, at Spirit of Resh Foundation, goes beyond coping. It is a path for conscious mourning—engaging with grief as a healing journey and more...as a transformational one. It’s called Loss to Legacy: A stepping stone path to healing and transformation. It includes a lot of stories along with an extensive workbook of practices as well as journaling prompts for moving through grief in a profoundly powerful way. You can find it on Amazon or our website Where we have just reduced the price and include shipping to support people through this pandemic.(www.reshfoundation.org/our-books) Hope this helps you on your journey!

Whenever I research to find a word for my sexual and gender identity, I get confused. My body is male; my spirit is female BUT I'm okay with my male body. I'm not bisexual. I am attracted to my wife, and I love that we have made children together. I call myself a "lesbian blessed with a male body". Is there anyone else like me?

I did some more research, and I guess I am actually bigender. I have dysphoria - not about my body being male, but about it being ONLY male. My spirit or soul or whatever is both, and I want to express that outwardly. This was confirmed the other day when I was trying on a new woman's shirt over my button-down collared shirt. I feel silly wearing only women's attire, because it is meant for women's bodies, but what if I wore BOTH? That would better express my true self anyhow.

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I am sorry for your pain. Your post really touched my heart and I know just have you feel. I really do. My son Robin hung himself 20 months ago. He too was 33. My Mom died 2 years ago (in 10 days) and so I have confronted the passing of loved ones. Please take time for yourself. Don't worry about anyone else other than your child. Don't forget to eat and sleep and all the things we take for granted. It takes time to process this kind of loss. Everyone has their own time table. I am an empath and other things. I can now talk to my son. One day you may be able to connect with your x's spirit. But just know he is now out of pain and connected with pure source energy. He is joyful and excited again about his reality. If you want to talk to me more please feel free. *hugs*

hello all ! i met someone over two years ago. before even noticing physical attribute i fell in love with his energy as soon as he sat dowm before me . it was like a vortex of familar energy calm but strong it settled me down almost putting me to sleep. once i saw the face to the energy it was unbelievable he was like something i dreamed into the world . every time my roommate would bring him by the instant we locked eyes it was intense and overwhelming we would just stare for a second as time went on I noticed a push-pull dynamic there were brief periods where he would be in and out of my life we would play The blocking unblocking game on Facebook mainly me in the start I always sensed he would come back I always trust that he would be back when he did leave for short periods of time out of my life during those times I felt anxiety and missed him we weren't really close friends at the start but I felt like I known him my whole life and maybe lifetimes before I never read about twin flames or soul mates during our separation I would read up you know trying to put in my symptoms of our connection and twin flame came up it seemed like the perfect description of what was going on. anyway I recall a time where we sat down in my bedroom and I felt this heavy energy around us it was almost like falling into a vortex and it was strange I remember hearing something outside of my mind saying I known you four lifetimes or something along those lines I can't remember exactly what it was was almost like I went into a deep meditation for a second and I have no recollection but I'm glad it was just intense energy imagine The vortex around us things will fall over for the following weeks there's lots of energy high vibrations I just recall him making me like so happy I knew I could trust him I knew when we would fight it was coming out of a place of love and it's more like constructive criticism we didn't talk much but it was like me to look at each other and we just know what was going on she said to me before I know you better than you can imagine which is strange because you know we never really spoke. I remember first in the beginning I picked him up from his home and as soon as I got in the car I felt the Simpson pieces usual almost onto meditative state I'm a thought crossed my mind saying you feel like home I have no clue what the word home men and apparently walked eyes he was staring at me through the rearview mirror. as a relationship got stronger the energy got more and more it's like I just knew him so well without actually knowing him she would always come around at the right times he would always answer my messages when he did it's like he knew what was going on with me there were times where I knew it was going to run with him I would sit there be like he's making coffee and I would message him he could home you know sitting by the coffee maker there were signs from the universe almost as if the universe is writing to me and bold italics like like home there are times where he would say I'm not home right now or you know I don't feel at home and I would feel a sense of I love you I'm associated with that word that's at the universe word in bold italics you would leave items to my house and it's almost a bold italic moment of I'll be back in always to come back we have similar personalities but the same time very Jane Yang push and pull type of personalities movie with this degree we would just agree he had qualities lilacs I had qualities that he lacks only had say mirror in qualities but they said it always came from a place of he cared I was in an abusive relationship at the time I met him and then he abusive relationships we both were on drug addicts once I met him my life started clearing up it became clear to me I needed help the idea of maybe a life with him in the future cat crossing my mind and you know that wasn't the right reason to go to rehab about a year or year-and-a-half later I can go to rehab we hung with the same circlebut I felt like I know him I whole life I may be like times before I never read about since lanes or soulmates during our separation I would read up yo trying to put in my symptoms of our connection and twin flame came up its seem like the perfect description of what was going on. anyway I recall a time where we sat down and my bedroom and I felt the heavy energy around us it was almost like falling into vortex and it was strange the I remember hearing something outside of my minds saying I know you for lifetimes or something along those lines I can't remember exactly what it was theirs almost like I went into meditative state when receiving these messages . I would receive these messages often when with him . There was a time I drove to pick him up and the minute he got into the car and instantly felt at peace as usual and a thought came outta no where almost like a loud o feel at home . I didn't get recoginize the meaning of home in twin flame relationship at the time . About a month in my energy was going hay wire things were falling off the walls and at times when we walk together it was like a magnetic pull toward each other . Symbols became almost metaphor or a secret language like home when used between us vibrated with I love you and car became a symbol I have no clue what that symbolized but he would see a car and say that's beautiful almost as I'd speaking to me directly or he would tell me what needed to be fixed with his car like it needed fuel and I would be hungry or it would be overheating or he'd tell a about about a car and I'd be dehydrated almost as if speaking to me . Me and him both struggle with addiction I was in a abusive relationship (now my ex boyfriend) at the time my boyfriend father of our son was natrually insecure around him and I spent most time with other men . He would act weird and intimidated even though there was nothing pervceivable being done . I could tell at glance what he was thinking about other people or situations around us he would make a joke that sounded like normal but it was funny to us . Once he entered my life changes started happening rapidly for the betterment of my life and spiritually development . People who were not true to me disappeared . People didn't like us together they would instantly get defensive (those who weren't good for me or him ) . I lost people i ended up getting evicted he never would give me easy advice or baby me he would make sure I got the lesson or overcame a struggle . My child got taken temporary I lost my home my belongings and at some point my mind . Between the drugs and the situations things got what seemed like worse at the time...and I wanted to give up. He literally was the only person who could cheer me up or I could trust . Looking back I now discovered a pattern of codependent nature of me so there was a lesson In that. Eventually his finances and his car became a struggle he started going down hill to and our connection became strained both feeling negative energy and emotions. It was harder and harder to see each other every time we would make plans the oddest thing would happen as if preventing us the universe itself . I started to not understand him as much . We did have sex once and my intuition became so strong and my sense of him that and the drugs did not Mix with that almost causing a pshychosis because my vibration and the messages were in mean spirit . We became more and more distant after . I remember knowing a immense separatation was going to occur . He started seeing someone as I was off and on with my boyfriend at the time and he never really spoke about her . He became distant . I have no clue if he knew all these things were happening on. Concious level like I did. He did aknowledge once or twice he knew me better then I thought or he would somehow know what was going on iny life and would tell me things about how I needed to do something in order to better my life . I was so sure god meant for us to be but the signs stop coming the connection stopped. I stopped feeling his energy I almost forgot who he was as a person . He started avoiding me Eventually rehab was my only choice I departed for flordia two months ago . We spoke the whole way there now I am in halfway and loving being sober I still discover little lessons in ur relationship daily and no matter what I can't seem to forget him or worry I can sense his energy mildly and he went of the grid. He won't text back old friends who were in our circle can't get him on text or social media which gives me hope he to has let go of that life . He was only using with me at the time I was his main source and he was mine. It did become toxic in that sense . I just hope we're in separation and that I wasn't crazy and god has a plan for us . I know deep down he loved me and I know with each and more clear day and clarity what I felt was real but now I question it. The obsession is lifting but I can't forget him or thank him enough for all he did for me and my growth spiritually and as a individual . He did ask my friends how I was doing at rehab so he did care but the silence makes me feel like we never had anything and it was in my head when I get to dount I have no I'll will towards him it's a unconditoonal love . There are sonsa I listen to that he used to play in the car that was almost like he was speaking to me . We had common music tastes and personality wise he has qualites I didn't and I had quality he didn't but much alike emotionally and on th same journey's .same things happening around the same time. Qualites that clashed and ones that mended and coincided. Ones he pointed out in me that he also had but wasn't aware once that started happening that's when tension and resentment arose when we would give eachother honest cristicism about parts we couldn't see In ourself . Shared the same mental health issues depression . Bipolar ect. I almost could read his mind I knew when he was gonna text me or knew he was drinking coffee id wonder what he was doing and bang he would text me saying having coffee almost as if the universe was verifying I wasn't crazy . When I'd pick him I could feel my energy briding to his house . Before the separation I would drive to our friends around the corner and I'd hear loud as say vibrations of distress getting louder as you'd get closer . Could be insanity but I was the most magical intense relationship and beneficial to spirtial growth i ever found in any connection . I'm sad it's no longer I always imagined us healthy sober and clear . The times we were well slept and properly caring for ourselves we were perfect and understanding of one another up until a drug would enter our bodies then it went well to hell ..I'm not fully understanding this relationship or twin flames soulmates ecr so any advice input ect. This distance pulls at my heart more then my mind but keeps me motivated but it hurts .trying to let go is easy. Moving on isn't something I'm trying to do I need to focus on me and my recovery just for today but anytime a male comes in or I get an attraction god takes them out of my way . All advice welcome Thanks for helping me clear this . Namaste