Could anyone live long life with weak body ?

[lo****]

People didn't accept me and now i am scared to approach them.

When i fell ill i didn't suddenly became aware of my illness, slowly little by little my body parts was showing abnormalities.

I was in discomfort , not able to do anything , consults with many clinics but no one knows.

People around me ignored me , didn't believe me , my family was fed-up (even though it wasn't years, i salute to those families who keep patient with their children, when children face some kind of illness which can't go away soon but takes years to get well) so in the end my family was so fed up that.. when i told them i really can't go to loo because i can't support my body, they said i am just not trying enough. 2years, when slowly my body was like this. My faith in family was fading and at-last i became numb. Family to me, i owe them like it's debt. Loan i have to give back with interest.

In this time, friends left me because i was slowing them down "sorry i couldn't type text or hold phone to call because my hands is falling". All left. I wasn't even able to eat, i supported my hands in my knees to hold my jaws and move so my jaw could move (because after one chew i had to rest 2min then chew, same for hand) could hold the spoon for more than few seconds.

At last, when my brain stop working for 1sec and i fall with no movement at all. 

Mom and me to go to biggest hospital in country and then doctor team sent me to neurologist. Then they find out i was diagnosis with "mysthania gravis".

Had operation , plasma phase and still on medicine though but i am so much better.

At that time no one was there but then my spiritual energy was with me. God was with me all the time. God was the only one with me. God give me positivity. God never mad me realized that i was alone.

Now i want to know, will some one accept me in this world? Not so perfect me? I could do all the things normal person could do. But i am highly sensitive like a baby. If outside weather is hot/cold and i suddenly enter in AC/heater i will have fever and rest for 3days. When i go outside Uber driver drive roughly and my body become feverish and i have to take pain medicine and rest for 3-4 days. Every seasonal changes occur , high perfume/smell , high intensity food . 

Now i am scared... 

Can I live with this weak body? Will some one accept me this way?

 

 

 

[Li****]

It's terrible to feel like you have no support when you're struggling with an illness, but I'm glad you found some guidance and support in your belief. It's wonderful to hear that you are doing better now, and I'm sending you lots of strength and positive energy 🙏

[St****]

Accept yourself first and start from there, Ask your higher self for guidance, there is no problem without a solution in this world. Some of Joe Dispenza teachings will help, if you stick with it;) good luck 👍

[ch****]

Sending you positive energy luv. All people in this world deserves you and you should always remember that!!